Who am i?

I still coNfuse about who am i..i feel so empty lately.I know it's abouT find who am i absoluTely..I doN't knOw what am i in the next day..Will be soMeoNe goOd or bad??
These mind are full of my head..
In fact,i don't know who am i absoluTely.I doN't knOw what i want..
AbouT my boyfriend, i cant understand abouT his mind.What did he think?
He is clouding up my mind..
He makes me coNfused..
AbouT my family..In last mOnday i was angry with my moM and my little brother.They are angry with me too..
I feel the world is hate me..